Anonymous asked: i think your really pretty in your pictures and i really need a goal to work towards :(... so i hope you dont mind me asking... but how tall are you and what do you weigh?
:P aww um im 5’2 and i dont know how much i weigh but… im not skinny :L
Anonymous asked: You've got a beautiful body :3
HAHA. no.
basically.
I wanted to say a little bit of a thankyou to my favourite person in the whole wide world miss Emma Packwood. Just because she has been my rock this year i would deffinatly not have survived without her. She’s helped me through James moving away, shes helped me through family issues, exam issues. And she was there when everyone else fucked off. I cant thank her enough for that and i thought id better give her a nice little mention :D i laaavavvvv you girly.
So Boy has come back from uni now which is super awesome. :)
Im very unsure of myself recently though. sometimes i’ll feel so comfortable with everything and be like. im in a good place, im a good person, i have good people in my life and they wont ever leave me. But more recently i’ve been feeling like one thing is coming to an end. and thats really worrying me. especially the past week or two. It would be the worst thing in the world for it to end. But also im not going to put up with being put down as much as i have been recently.
BUT. I am very much enjoying myself so far this year, im enjoying some very good company and have been very very fortunate. Im going to study hard for the last time to get theese grades, Im going to have an awesome summer with my friends and appreciate them! and then im going too uni and finally do what I want with my life.
As much as im looking forward to uni, the doubts have started creeping in. Im not gonna have my mum to come and comfort me, and to let me cry on her shoulder when something goes wrong or i just simply want a cry for no reason, Im not gonna be able to call my best friend and be like dude lets go for lunch. and her turn up at my door. FUCK im not gonna have her anymore :( that freaks me the fuck out, shes always been there and ahh! i dont want this. I wont have my little brother to pester. I wont be able to rely on anyone but myself. and thats fooookin scary for such a shy scared timid person such as myself. But i am excited to prove a point to my ever unsupportive father. and I will be able to be with him. And I will be following my dreams. but thats also super scary.
I have a car. I cant drive it… i failed my test. but I HAVE A CAR.
I also would like to mention Luisa Smith just because shes awesome and is brave and is a bit of inspiration to me so mentions to her.
Also a mention to Grant Mace. <3 RIP. Thanks for being such a beautiful friend to one of the most important people in my life, I wish I had the chance to get too know you more.
Thats about all for now.
PEACE X
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